i am a practical person. ask me to do practical work, i'm fine, no matter how stressful or how much the workload is. so when faced with theoretical work, which involves STUDYING (even the word itself sounds like shit. "steh-dee-ing". so stupid.) i freak out, turn green, jump around like a rabid platypus and drop dead.

i've been studying for about 2 hours now. i should take a break before i start work in 45 minutes. oh dear, i haven't even covered half the book yet. oh wait, it only FEELS like two hours, but it really has been only half an hour!! i have more time to study!!

*shrieks and giggles like an overexcited schoolgirl*

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