i've been in your shoes before. i've begged, cried, grovelled, been on my knees, done practically everything just for someone to take me back. I felt like the lowest of the low. totally worthless. then i realized one thing. two actually.

1. Anyone who lets you do these things, aren't worth doing it for.
2. Nobody wants a pathetic grovelling loser.

so lift your head up high and show him that you deserve better. let him regret ever doing this. sooner than you'll know, the tables will be turned and he'll be the one doing all the grovelling. and don't give me all that bullshit about divine retribution okay? you're the only one in control of what happens to you.