Apparently, me shaving my head actually had huge impacts on certain people.
Apparently, if you have a tattoo in the shape of a stallion, many people will call it a pony.
Apparently, if you are constantly insulted and made fun of, it's because you're endearing. (fuck that)
Apparently, I am innocent of all charges. not true.

And i find it strange that i still remember her soft features when she was asleep on my bed.

strange still, i find myself not missing not you nor you or you, but you.

i am a big fat sloppy mess.