i'm going to agree with yao on the subject of people lying, even if it's to save me from being hurt or anything. especially when someone close to you does it. no matter how painful the truth is, the hurt and betrayal you feel when you find out that someone has lied to you is even worse. i mean, bloody hell, what if you found out that i really despise you when i've been telling you that i've liked you all the time? feels like shit innit? ah well, time heals all and what's been lost have been gained again. everyone of you that reads this are close to my heart. so please don't lie no matter what. it hurts. thanks. :)

note* i don't really despise anyone at this moment except for one woman who's been exceptionally bitchy

another note* that woman i despise isn't you, if you're wondering ;)