Rule of thumb: never be late for first day at work

time of work: 5.30
time of arrival around workplace: 4.30
time spent wandering around like an idiot with nothing to do, sucking on burning nicotine: 1 hour
time spent while the boss explained to me that i was supposed to be informed a few days ago she couldn't offer me the job because of time contraints: 15 minutes

the amount of time i spent taking that step out from the shop into the streets with my jaw hanging loose - forever.

to round up the depressing day, watched Million Dollar Baby. now feel like shit that's been stuck on someone's shoe.

hope i get the job in the club this saturday.