money money money. everything needs money. my family's been in a tight spot lately. stepdad's daughters are being bitchy, asking him to rent out the house and send them the rent money. so where's grandma gonna stay? well he has enough sense on himself to not do these kinda things. i hope. just bought my plane tickets back. two thousand three hundred and eighty dollars in total. and that's without a return ticket. expensive balls. so i'm broke. grandma accidentally overspent and she's broke too. so i'm paying for our meals with whatever i have left in the bank. shitzers. ok la can find money. friends need singer-guitar player for valentine's day event. 180 bucks for 45 minutes. okay what. except that irene says that i sing like a duck on weed :p

I wonder if i lost my memory and totally forgot about things, would things still turn out the same way? blargh. sorry la no happy post, happy posts eluding me. byebye.