okay this is getting confusing. i've tried being happy. i psychoed myself to be happy. i've kept myself busy. i've been playing the guitar alot. i'm eating fine. sleeping fine. i read a lot. watched movies. laughed. went out with friends. played foosball. done everything i possibly can to be happy actually. but at the end of the day, i still end up unhappy. funny innit?

does anyone notice how depressing this blog has become? dammit next post must be about dog too stupid to realize that it musn't eat their own shit.