Dammit chern did you have to write something like that in your blog?

so many things have come into my mind these past few days.

i met an old man, suffering from stroke but refuses to stay home and rot and goes dancing at the place my grandmother goes dancing almost everyday. i've driven him home a couple of times because his wife refused to talk or acknowledge his existence ever since the stroke and he takes the cab to and fro the place. i wonder if that's gonna happen to me one day.

I've been hanging out at the beach quite a lot lately. the feeling just isn't the same anymore. the memories hurt. but i'm starting to think that it doesn't matter anymore.

a friend just reminded me that i'll be spending valentine's day alone here. thanks a lot.

coming home was a good and bad thing. seeing some familiar faces greet you happily while some just gawks at you in surprise is all worth it. the hugs are good, so are the handshakes, but those aren't as good as the hugs. the downside of it all is i'm feeling even more depressed cos there's no one i'm really that close to in penang.

the only thing that made me remotely happy was finding out that the hottest girl in class had the hots for me earlier. whoo, go me.