Jack : hello there
Jane : heys
Jack : busy?
Jane : kinda. i have 2 assignemts due on monday and my group membrs arnt doing anything
Jack : ah why am i not suprised
Jack : i was hoping to talk to you about the island trip but we'll save that for another day
Jane : jahahha.....its alright go ahead
Jack : you sure?
Jane : yeh
Jack : where do you wanna go anyway? redang?
Jane : yeh...kinda. it depends ler
Jane : i might go a lil early tho. cos i talked to my friends bout it
Jack : oh
Jane : and probabl sometime in june or somthing
Jack : so you're going with friends
Jane : yalar...why?
Jack : no lar...i thought you wanted to go with me
Jane :.............oh...............
Jack : it's allright lar you go have fun
Jane : hey.....
Jack : hey don't worry about it
Jack : concentrate on your work, this isn't the time to be worrying about trivial stuff like this :)

so Jack goes off, knowing that it's wrong to feel disappointed. he steps outside into the cold and lights a cigarette. there was a full moon that night, shining brightly, casting light into the darkness around him. he takes a deep drag, letting the smoke calm his nerves. he wonders if it would turn out differently if he told her earlier that he wanted to go with her. he wished he had the guts to tell her.

"A coward" he says to himself. "that's all you are."

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

Damien Rice - Volcano

my story telling skills not bad hor?