It's irritating when someone you don't want in your life keeps coming back and bugging you, no matter how many times you've ask him or her to bugger off. the last time i saw this man, i wanted to hit him. the second last time i saw him, i wanted to shoot him. ooooo so deep and dark. well as 'gentle' and 'harmless' (that's what most people reckon) i may be, i do have a dark side and this man, may very well bring that dark side to a whole new level. maybe this is why i never try going back into people's lives once i know they want me out. it's wise to just up and leave sometimes, dontcha think?

this post is faaar too personal to be published here. ack.

*edit: i found my long lost fork!