Fridays. whilst everyone seems to love Fridays (why not right? end of the week, time to chillax and party), my heart is always heavy with worries and uncertainties on this very supposedly happy day. i worry about money on fridays, because i know i'd want to spend. recently i've been worrying about performances, which song am i gonna do? can i actually do this song and not have stale cabbages thrown at me? my list of addictions aren't helping either. coffee is needed. lots of it. alcohol is wanted, together with it comes cigarettes. there's also a newcomer to my list of addictions, which i will refrain from disclosing on my blog. and i think about this addiction constantly on fridays. because on fridays, times are most uncertain. another puff of smoke. another swig of drink. another song for closing time. then the ashphalt rumbles softly on my drive home. feeling tired and empty, I hope the new addiction stays around a little longer. then all will be well.